the end~

3rd semester have come to its end

therefore i shall no longer update this blog anymore..

feel free to visit http://norfarrayen.blogspot.com/ for updates..

there he goes

there he goes..

the man i've been thinking the whole time

the man that made my world a blast

the man whom i wish to be with

there he goes..

without feeling guilty

without gazing back

the memories seems worthless

i can no longer hold u

u have gone with a whole new world

should i run away

to a world where there is no u

no matter where i go

u will still be in my mind

though time passes each second

the memories wont simply fade away

still...u..

its so hard to forget u..

how easy for u to forget me..

u act as if u never love me..

maybe true..

the time we spent together..

the things we done together..

how i miss that moment..

and how u had forgotten all the memories..

i wish to make u disappear..

it hurts me when i'm the only one who feels this

how can i make this feeling fade away..

please...go as the wind blow..

a visit to rumah seri kenangan cheng..

20th march 2010..i joint Rakan Intelek Club to visit Rumah Seri Kenangan Cheng..it was a memorable experience as i see the tears in the eyes of the inmate..they seek for love of their generation to take them home or at least to have a frequent visit..however their dream remains dream..after all the love that they had poured to their children since baby, and what they receive as return are to be left or put in a old-folks home..some just keep on crying as they saw us coming to pay a visit..they never forget of their loved ones..where the children works..how old are the children..their names..and so on.. to think of it..how could the children done this to them..i could say some of them are quite annoying with their protruding when they get older..but didn't they think that if it's not for the parents, they wouldn't even exist in this world..even as when they still a baby, parents are the one who feed them..bath them..gave them education..but as they grow older, they forget all the sacrifice that the parents had done.. i just cant think of how cruel the people who have the heart to sent their parents to old-folks home..to see them living there with rules to follow is like sending them to boarding school..where they eat based on schedule..the menus are fixed by management..they cant just simply go where they pleased..to send children are normal as for to train them to be a better person in the future..but to send parents to old-folks home is like to end their parents life before they die..thats all for now..take a look at some of the pics taken during the program..

complaints..

people often complains of pollutions. however, have they ever tried to make the changes to the environment or are they just too busy complaining to others. why not, instead of complaining and keep complaining, we, Malaysian, each individual who have self integrity and responsibility, change the culture by throwing the rubbish into the dustbin.

one other example is, some of the university students complain of the toilet bowl being squat by others, and there left no choice for them but to squat themselves. have they ever think of people after them will say the same words and the things keep on continuing til nobody knows when. because as far as i'm concern, the cleaners clean the toilet 3times a day. for me, we ourselves as a university students, should make the changes and then only people will follow us. not just by complaining to others and not making any changes ourselves.

life..

no matter how hard i tried to be nice to people or how hard i tried to change myself, to be a better person, there's always someone who will hate me. it's hard to pleased everyone. so, what the heck..life must still go on.. =))

perception..?

some may thing i am still the person whom i was before. they, who don't know, keep on judging me as they pleased. i don't care about what they think, as long as i know who i am now. well, people change from time to time. regardless whether it is for better or for worse. as i aged in time, i should say, i am a better person than i am yesterday. for those who thinks i am still whom i was, go on and keep assuming, as for i don't think there is a need for me to proof that i am no longer whom i was before. because nobody knows me better than myself..

don't come back

don't come back

please

to hear your name tortures my heart away

to see u again would make my life miserable

wish that i could make u disappear

out of sight

so that i can live life without having to think of you again

you, are so cruel

for acting as such

please..don't come back

killing me softly with his words~

i hate u for making me fell in love

i hate u for leaving when i deeply care for u

i hate u for just being u

things that made me hate u

are the things that i miss most

u act as if u don't care, but somehow i know u do

u come and go as u wish

as if i don't earn a heart

at times when i finally surviving without u

u showed up..

how i wish i can run, far away so u couldn't find me

so i can live without having to hear your name again

because hearing your name, tortures my heart~

waiting for the machine to be fixed

i had 2 classes today, from 8.30am until 12.30pm. right after class finished we went up to level11 to apply for wireless access. soon after that i accompany my friends namely nani and yan to Unit Kesihatan in Tun Mamat. as i reached my room in Tun Mutahir, grab my dirty clothes and went to the ground floor to use the washer machine. after putting all the dirty clothes, detergent and softener, i put on some coins to start the machine. sadly i found out that the machine is not working. i'd informed the staff and had to wait for the people to come and fix the machine. sigh.. so here i am typing my frustration in a blog while waiting for the machine to be fixed.

new phase begins

today, i am officially a student of UiTM Campus Bandaraya Melaka. registered here on the 2nd of January 2010 and had my 1st class as a degree student. the lecturer namely, P.M. Sya'aban had asked us, students of bacc3A to create a blog. and by so, this is mine.

stepping forward to further my studies in degree is a new phase of my life. as for i would seek maturity and to gain more knowledge. i would say that i can no longer be as i am before, such as hanging out with bunch of spoil kids, wasting time doing nothing, playing around with no objectives in life.

i hope to become a better person than i am before. and i do hope to get good results. so, this is a start to a new life in kampus bandaraya melaka.